Crying at Parties

by Leon Vegas

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1.
[Intro: Keanu Reeves] Okay, let me tell ya. The feeling of being there Of walking the streets of the future is going to be breathtaking. (You're breathtaking!) You're breathtaking! You're all breathtaking! Alright, alright, alright, so- [Chorus] Mood's been going up and down (Oh, you wanna play now? Oh, you tryna play now?) I don't wanna play around (What you wanna do now? What you tryna do now?) Everybody wants this sound (Yeah, they playin' it loud, yeah, they playin' this loud) Fuck it, I be like "Let's bounce" (I don't wan' be here now, I don't wanna be here) [Verse 1] I don't really like it when we're fighting Going round up in my head, it sticks like writing This shit's spooky, motherfucker, like it's lightning Nah, dawg, this ain't right, this shit ain't the right thing I'm a wholesome motherfucker like Keanu You don't like me? Well, bitch, I don't like you Crying in the bathroom at a party? Bitch, I might do I'm a sad, young boy, that's the right truth Dealing with depression on a day-to-day basis I don't think that I have the courage to meet any new faces I'm scared of leaving my home, but I wanna travel to places I wanna go around the world but I'm scared that I won't make it But I think I've been going in for a minute, I should be so happy Writing Love Songs, they should sound so sappy My shit is so Wilde, Olivia should @ me I'll always be alone, man, that shit's so tragic [Chorus] Mood's been going up and down (Oh, you wanna play now? Oh, you tryna play now?) I don't wanna play around (What you wanna do now? What you tryna do now?) Everybody wants this sound (Yeah, they playin' it loud, yeah, they playin' this loud) Fuck it, I be like "Let's bounce" (I don't wan' be here now, I don't wanna be here) [Verse 2: Leon Vegas] If I'm being honest, I'm a mess, my God Doing way too much, I don't think I can stop Told you way too many times that I am lost I wanna make the right choice, wanna be the one But it's too late, like my old track I don't think they'll choose me, I could be wrong, damn Honestly, I do hate what I've become, man Feeling like a joke that's going on for way too long, ah Yeah, I just wanna sing out, don't need labels When I just drop stuff, I hope I'm able Crooning so long, you should call me Abel My mood goes down, dawg, I don't think I'm stable But I keep going in as they say (as they say) Yeah, I keep making hits, don't I, ayy? (don't I, ayy?) Yeah, I could do this thing everyday (everyday) Yeah, I could do it big, do it, ayy (do it, ayy) [Chorus: Leon Vegas & Komato$e] Mood's been going up and down (Oh, you wanna play now? Oh, you tryna play now?) I don't wanna play around (What you wanna do now? What you tryna do now?) Everybody wants this sound (Yeah, they playin' it loud, yeah, they playin' this loud) Fuck it, I be like "Let's bounce" (I don't wan' be here now, I don't wanna be here) [Verse 3: Komato$e] Everybody want me now but they ain’t ever wanna see my face before I been keepin’ to the ground, even though I feel like soarin’ People always wanna clown, I can’t take it anymore I ain’t keepin’ y’all around, get cut off, you goofy whore Lately I’ve been feelin’ like I really should bounce Lil baby say she love me, we could show out Golden customs on my front teeth, how you like me now? Yeah, girl, I said how you like me now? At this time 2 years ago, you wouldn’t wanna talk Nothin’ really changed, but my money & your car If you got your own, maybe we could try again If we both got our own, I got time to spend [Chorus] Mood's been going up and down (Oh, you wanna play now? Oh, you tryna play now?) I don't wanna play around (What you wanna do now? What you tryna do now?) Everybody wants this sound (Yeah, they playin' it loud, yeah, they playin' this loud) Fuck it, I be like "Let's bounce" (I don't wan' be here now, I don't wanna be here)
2.
Lonely 03:06
[Pre-Chorus] I just saw my end, oh, I don't think I like that You out poppin' Benzos, you 'gon catch a fright, damn I just wanna be free, I don't wanna fight, man Takin' shit so easy, probably think I might snap [Chorus] Damn, I don't be so lonely (so lonely) Damn, I just wanna feel so free (so free) I don't wanna fight, no, no, please (no, please) Damn, I don't wanna die so lonely (so lonely) [Verse 1] I just wanna meet the right one (right one, right one) I just wanna make the right choice (right choice, right choice) I don't think that I could go hard (go hard) if I didn't make the right noise (no, oh) Focusing too much on music's got me going crazy (crazy) I just wanna meet the girl that I call my "baby" (baby) I don't drive away without the right one, no (right one) I just wanna find her, she can make me feel so whole (whole) [Pre-Chorus] I just saw my end, oh, I don't think I like that You out poppin' Benzos, you 'gon catch a fright, damn I just wanna be free, I don't wanna fight, man Takin' shit so easy, probably think I might snap [Chorus] Damn, I don't be so lonely (so lonely) Damn, I just wanna feel so free (so free) I don't wanna fight, no, no, please (no, please) Damn, I don't wanna die so lonely (so lonely) [Verse 2] You're busy poppin' all of those tags I don't wanna run it back, I just wanna make you glad I don't really like the way you talk to me but I ain't mad You drive me crazy, so I think I'll let it slide when you're so bad Heard "God's Watching You", now she calls me God now 'Said she loves me so but she ain't really on now I don't think she really likes me but I'm like, "Oh, fuck it", man If she cute and treats me well, I don't care, man, I'll fuck it, damn I've been busy working on my mental health I just want someone to make me feel myself Man, I'm so scared but I just keep it locked way down Think I might lose it if I don't make like all y'all proud [Chorus] Damn, I don't be so lonely (so lonely) Damn, I just wanna feel so free (so free) I don't wanna fight, no, no, please (no, please) Damn, I don't wanna die so lonely (so lonely)
3.
Cold II 03:20
[Chorus] I don't really wanna fucking go right now, no I don't really wanna fucking go right now Feeling pretty bad? Well, I'm a pro right now, oh Yeah, I've been actin' cold, my bad I don't really wanna go and fight right now, no I don't really wanna go and fight right now I've been on a path, a shaky road right now, oh Yeah, I've been actin' cold, my bad [Verse 1] Stuck up in this fight, yeah I've been on a rocky road, can call me Sly, yeah One minute, I'm happy, next, I wanna die, yeah Feel like I just need a break and just some time, yeah I've been fighting off these demons, like I'm Dante While you out there tweakin', like, what the fuck, mate? I don't ever feel great, I'm down a lot, hey But I know I'm better that you bitches, man, for fucks sake This shit's like an endless fight that I'm always gonna win I don't really need more foes, might as well go pack it in Will I make it to tomorrow? Man, nobody fuckin' knows, ah Yeah, I'd rather fuckin' try to clear my mind, whoa I don't really wanna fight Got too much up on my mind I wanna clear it and I might With all these songs that I'ma write [Chorus] I don't really wanna fucking go right now, no I don't really wanna fucking go right now Feeling pretty bad? Well, I'm a pro right now, oh Yeah, I've been actin' cold, my bad I don't really wanna go and fight right now, no I don't really wanna go and fight right now I've been on a path, a shaky road right now Yeah, I've been actin' cold, my bad [Verse 2] I could take a big break Work on fixing all my mistakes I've been trying hard to feel great Do I suck at hiding this pain? (yuh) I've been drowning, yeah, in this deep blue sea While everybody tries to get a peace of me You can't have it, no, you can't have it, no It's all that makes me go, all that makes me gold I've been too messed up, I admit it I refuse your love and you don't get it I've been through this shit before, through it all before I can't do this anymore, show me to the door I'm in need and I'm going, let me breathe, tryna focus I've been out my element, yeah, I already know it I've been right here all along, soundin' like a madman Take me away, let me drown in this water, goddamn [Chorus] I don't really wanna fucking go right now, no I don't really wanna fucking go right now Feeling pretty bad? Well, I'm a pro right now, oh Yeah, I've been actin' cold, my bad I don't really wanna go and fight right now, no I don't really wanna go and fight right now I've been on a path, a shaky road right now Yeah, I've been actin' cold, my bad [Outro] Oh, I don't think I'll make it, ayy Oh, I just need to get away Oh, I don't think I'll make it I don't think I'll make it, I don't think I'll make it, ayy Oh, I don't think I'll make it, ayy Oh, I just need to get away Oh, I don't think I'll make it I don't think I'll make it, I don't think I'll make it, ayy
4.
[Intro: Leon Vegas] Yah, yah [Chorus: Leon Vegas] All the people round here, they don't wanna see me All the people round here, they just wanna be me My heart is turning cold, I swear it's Fiji I'm losing all control, I swear they need me All the people round here, they don't wanna like me All the people round here, they just wanna fight me My heart is 'bout to go, I need some life, please I'm losing all control [Verse 1: Leon Vegas] What's that mean? It ain't right, you ain't me, you ain't nice I'm a beast on the mic, you ain't clean, you just fight You can't be what I might, I ain't free, check my price Want a feat, want my rhymes, pay the fees every time Cause you ain't me, no, I'm a motherfucking roll I'm moving to the top, I'm taking everything I'm owed I'm never gonna stop because my heart is turning cold You 'gon fuck around but you won't ever learn to take control Cause I'm a wrong one, swear that I'm a nice guy Crowe and Gosling might tie, you ain't gonna mind, right? If I make some new shit, drift off from my old style Hoes ain't rocking, right, I think I'm gonna fly I, go and earn a couple checks, run that shit right up Fucking around with the people who sticking by me All the people who showing the love, yeah All the people losing fucking control All the people who can pay what they owed All the people who can make it their own And then all the people who been there from the go, yeah [Chorus: Leon Vegas] All the people round here, they don't wanna see me All the people round here, they just wanna be me My heart is turning cold, I swear it's Fiji I'm losing all control, I swear they need me All the people round here, they don't wanna like me All the people round here, they just wanna fight me My heart is 'bout to go, I need some life, please I'm losing all control [Verse 2: OldGod] Soda, PS2 and double beds I already miss my boys, I need to see them all again I'm glad I get to call you all my friends Home is what you make it and we did I don't want a cap, I think I fucked up my end, yeah I'm glad I'm not alone I feel like a part of this, I've never been accepted You guys really pushed me to attempt to make my best shit Even helped me through when I was going through some bad shit I'm glad I'm not alone All these college kids I don't know I'm just standing out here smoking ciggies in the snow, yeah Got locked out the show Where can I go? I don't know [Chorus: Leon Vegas] All the people round here, they don't wanna see me All the people round here, they just wanna be me My heart is turning cold, I swear it's Fiji I'm losing all control, I swear they need me All the people round here, they don't wanna like me All the people round here, they just wanna fight me My heart is 'bout to go, I need some life, please I'm losing all control [Verse 3: Young Jetpack] All I'm asking for in this life is some drought Put some purple in the cup, talkin' real slow Diamonds round my neck, yeah, they always seem to glow Diamonds round my neck, yeah, they're freshly packed snow I hop out the Benz, with Benny in boof (Boof), Benny in boof I put the bands in the pot, Wonton Soup (Based God) All my shooters, they 'gon shoot (bang, bang) People talkin' shit, put your neck in a noose, oh Drinkin' Voss water while the money rains down Blue billed hurricane, you know my name now Jetpack on the trends, continental flood, wow (wow!) All in, vodka up, only in my crowd Break your neck, looking at the clout Want my life, you living in the clouds Break your neck, where you at now? Where you at now? Where you at now? [Chorus: Leon Vegas] All the people round here, they don't wanna see me All the people round here, they just wanna be me My heart is turning cold, I swear it's Fiji I'm losing all control
5.
Prove 03:44
[Chorus] I've only got one shot to do it Let me prove that I can kill this shit, kill this shit I've only got one shot to do it Let me prove that I can kill this shit, kill this shit I've only got one shot to do it Let me prove that I can kill this shit, kill this shit I've only got one shot to do it Let me prove that I can kill this shit, kill this shit [Verse 1] I don't need no more advice from the fuckers who say they killin' shit I know I'm doing better, 'least I've got a fucking vision, shit I don't need anybody who's a yes man Tellin' me I've got a number 1, bitch, I know that I'm the best, man Switched the alias, now all the hoes, they call me J.J. Abrams, not the one who beats his brother, fuck you, mate, hey I think I might be on another level, they shout mayday I'm fragile like the song that fuckin' features K. Dot/!Mayday They tell me I can't rap, I should stick to all the crooning Bitch, I body motherfuckers on the track 'til they ain't moving I know, sure, I'm quite emotional, shoutout to Carly Rae But the dedication that I show will help me make it, ayy Yeah, I know I stay going hard in this fuckin' bitch, still I don't really need no more opinions, get that shit filled Snapping on the track, can call me Thanos, you will get killed Nobody remembers you cause you ain't droppin' shit still [Chorus] I've only got one shot to do it Let me prove that I can kill this shit, kill this shit I've only got one shot to do it Let me prove that I can kill this shit, kill this shit I've only got one shot to do it Let me prove that I can kill this shit, kill this shit I've only got one shot to do it Let me prove that I can kill this shit, kill this shit [Verse 2] Okay, you actin' a big game, boy, I don't want your fame, boy I just wanna make it on my own, don't wanna pay, boy I'm kinda going off the rails, don't know what to say, boy Maybe since I lost my job, now I ain't gettin' paid, boy But I know I'ma still deliver what I said I would Album's dropping in a couple weeks, you know that shit is good I just really want a friendship like Amy & Molly Shit, let's move on, I don't have no space for a new hobby 'Cause if you wanna make it big in this rap game You've gotta silence everybody in the fuckin' back, hey They ain't supporting you, no, so get 'em out your fuckin' way You've only got one shot to prove that you deserve the damn acclaim And if you're weak, show emotion, you ain't cut out for this shit Give it a week, go through the motions then go cry out like a bitch You ain't right for this, you gotta write for this Just prove yourself, you've got one more shot to prove you're right for this [Chorus] I've only got one shot to do it Let me prove that I can kill this shit, kill this shit I've only got one shot to do it Let me prove that I can kill this shit, kill this shit I've only got one shot to do it Let me prove that I can kill this shit, kill this shit I've only got one shot to do it Let me prove that I can kill this shit, kill this shit [Verse 3] Alright, seriously, I've been feeling lost for like a few years I had a job, was doing well but then I lost it, shit, cheers The biggest thing that I don't like talkin' about are my damn fears Will I make it past 21? Will I just make it real big? Fame is out the picture, probably, I don't really know In social situations, I freeze up, anxiety? Don't know Will I fall in love again? Probably not, man, I don't know That's the sayin' that keeps croppin' up, I don't really know I don't think that I'm cut out for this shit, but I still do it If I sing a bit and let out my feelings, I'm not a nuisance Maybe I'll blow up with a little hit, know what I'm doing But I don't think that I'd manage to keep up with all the music I don't think I've really got it in me The shot to prove it all, just feelin' empty But hey, I'll drop the album that you want, maybe I'll be better off Like Post Malone, I'll sing sad songs until in a Bentley [Outro] I'm gonna kill this shit, kill this shit Only got one shot to prove, let me prove that I can- Fuck, fuck this
6.
Flexin' 03:30
[Pre-Chorus] Tired of flexin', oh Tired of flexin', oh Tired of flexin', oh Tired of flexin', oh [Chorus] Tired of flexin', I thought you'd learn your lesson When you make some catchy shit, it's like a blessing I don't really fuck with much, I keep 'em guessing I'm about to fuck shit up, I hope you got the message Tired of flexin', I thought you'd learn your lesson When you make some catchy shit, it's like a blessing I don't really fuck with much, I keep 'em guessing I'm about to fuck shit up, I hope you got the message [Verse 1] "Man, I followed you for years now, used to like your style Then you switched it up too much, I don't like when you get wild I just want the catchy shit, wanna feel good all the time Bring it back, you fucking changed, I miss the old you, please rewind" Bitch, I don't care what you need, I don't care what you want I do this for me, I don't give a singular fuck Making music for like half a decade, I'm growing up I'm progressing, while you out there buying V-Bucks I've been gone for a bit, I'm busy working on my album Dropping in July, fuckers better know the outcome I keep getting better and you wantin' that regression Gonna spiral to depression cause you don't enjoy the message I do me, just for me, making music all for me If you like, yeah, that's cool, but I do it all for me I don't need your guidance, no, I don't even need money Boy, I've never charted once, I just do it for me Do you get it yet? I don't care about the check If I would, I'd make it free but I need to get out of this debt I don't really think you should critique people if you ain't there Bitch, get off of your pedastal, before you 'bout to make me vexxed [Pre-Chorus] Tired of flexin', oh Tired of flexin', oh Tired of flexin', oh Tired of flexin', oh [Chorus] Tired of flexin', I thought you'd learn your lesson When you make some catchy shit, it's like a blessing I don't really fuck with much, I keep 'em guessing I'm about to fuck shit up, I hope you got the message Tired of flexin', I thought you'd learn your lesson When you make some catchy shit, it's like a blessing I don't really fuck with much, I keep 'em guessing I'm about to fuck shit up, I hope you got the message [Verse 2] Get what you need I don't really get what they see I don't think that I'ma make it right now But one day, I swear it'll be What I need, yeah, I know I want this Taking over, I think I've got this All the people who've been doubtin' me for so long I'm gonna prove that I deserve it, make you so wrong I don't even need to write all of my shit Some of it just spills on to the page I don't really need to body like no shit Maybe i will one day without gettin' paid They want the boy going off, want the boy killin' shit Want the kid to return, I'm like "Damn, but he RIP" I don't get a lot of what the people askin' for, no That's why I do this all for me, I'll never retract it, no I've been the GOAT in my field, yeah You a sheep to the herd, get you killed, yeah I've been me, sure, I'm weak but I kill, yuh Fuck with me on the track, you get killed, uh [Outro] Flexin', oh, I've been flexin' Flexin', oh, I stay flexin' Flexin', oh, I stay flexin' Bitch, I'm flexin', oh, yeah, I'm flexin', whoa
7.
[Refrain] Damn, boy, you so fuckin' mad Ayy, I told you that I'd fuckin' snap I've been crazy, going fuckin' mad I've been crazy, going fuckin' mad [Verse 1] I'm the illest motherfucker, yeah, my shit's so cold I don't really fuck with any bitch no more I go off inside the booth, the shit's a kitchen, dawg But I'm still droppin' the fumes, they like "How'd this go off?" It isn't right, though, dark inside my mind, whoa I'm a fuckin' weirdo, I know I ain't probably right, no Crazy shit I'm making, I won't stick to any guide, no Big fuckin' goals, yeah, I'll try being nice, oh I don't want you all to hate my fuckin' guts I just wanna go insane and give no fucks Bitch, I'm never getting paid, I'm outta luck I know I'ma pave my way and it'll suck I'm an embarrasment, yeah, I'll fuckin' scream it out Full of doubt? Yeah, bitch, I ain't doing well And when I'm puttin' on that smile, it ain't going well I should brag like at the start and maybe it'll help I'm probably gonna have another fuckin' breakdown I can't even help it, tired of feelin' down Really wanna leave the Earth, I need to settle down That's what they're tellin' me, yeah, I don't wanna live this out I just wanna be happy and maybe experience love And meet a girl who won't try killing me and like what I've done We could chill, watch films, maybe listen to stuff Settle down with a ring, maybe all the above But it won't happen, I know too damn well it won't Don't try to change that, bitch, I'm healthy on my own, I sleep all day! I don't really like to stay awake I don't really like to feel the pain [Refrain] Damn, boy, you so fuckin' mad I told you that I'd fuckin' snap I've been crazy, going fuckin' mad I've been crazy, going fuckin' mad [Verse 2] Maybe I could write another song about it, ayy! I could make another joke about it, ayy! I could make a fucking film about it, hey! I could drop an album all about it, yeah I'm gonna do it, what the fuck is stopping me? My career? Credibility? Ain't got any They won't listen to this track cause it don't have no crooning Leon Vegas rapping? What a fucking loser Maybe he should quit again, he's so fucking damn moody I don't really like it when his shit ain't moving I just wanna hear him go fucking apeshit Singing out his heart about that 28 bitch She ain't gonna come back, let that fucking fade in She don't love you, Corey, let that fucking fade in Honestly, she ain't gonna change her mind Why the fuck do you care so much? Go and let it slide Move on, get a groove on They don't wanna hear this shit, go fuckin' croon, yah [Refrain] Ayy, damn, boy, you so fuckin' mad Ayy, I told you that I'd fuckin' snap Yeah, I've been crazy, going fuckin' mad I've been crazy, going fuckin' mad

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