[Chorus]
I've got the vision, I need the figures if I am gonna ball
I cannot hear you, I am not near you, need a lil closer look
People surround you, and they'll doubt you if there's no fun involved
Everyone talkin', looking at me like I am so vulnerable
They think I'm so vulnerable
I know I'm so vulnerable
They know I'm so vulnerable
I know I'm so vulnerable

[Verse 1]
I'm getting so tired of lending my heart out right now
One minute, they wanna love me, the next, they jump out
I don't know if I could go through it again by myself
I already know that the way it 'gon end will be south
If I tried to show you how I'm feeling all the time
If I let you in my heart, would you want to reside?
All the pain I'm going through, I find it hard to hide
21, I don't do drugs, I swear that I'm surprised
I don't really get why I'm alive, but I made it
All these people think that I don't try, but I made this
When this album drops, I know most will not rate it
So I'm done with that, I'll make the shit that I think's greatest
You don't want me? I don't want me
I 'wan feel something, I just won't be free
I don't really like how I've been actin' lately
I don't really myself too much, can you see?

[Chorus]
I've got the vision, I need the figures if I am gonna ball
I cannot hear you, I am not near you, need a lil closer look
People surround you, and they'll doubt you if there's no fun involved
Everyone talkin', looking at me like I am so vulnerable
They think I'm so vulnerable
I know I'm so vulnerable
They know I'm so vulnerable
I know I'm so vulnerable

[Verse 2]
Couple years here, yeah, I've been on my own
Swear to God, man, yeah, I've been losing hope
You don't really want me, fuck you then, just go
I've been busy making all this fucking shit my home
Music, it doesn't need me
And people told me "I don't need you"
Running off some crazy energy
I think now I'm done, they need proof
They just wanna fuck with my vibe
Sometimes wonder if I'm still alive
If I made it big, would I enjoy the lights?
I'm going crazy every single night
So I just wanna chill a bit and calm down
I wanna beat the pressure that I've got now
I wanna beat depression but it's hard now
Don't wanna fuck it up, been working way too hard now

[Chorus]
I've got the vision, I need the figures if I am gonna ball
I cannot hear you, I am not near you, need a lil closer look
People surround you, and they'll doubt you if there's no fun involved
Everyone talkin', looking at me like I am so vulnerable
They think I'm so vulnerable
I know I'm so vulnerable
They know I'm so vulnerable
I know I'm so vulnerable

[Outro]
I've got the vision, I need the figures if I am gonna ball
I cannot hear you, I am not near you, need a lil closer look
People surround you, and they'll doubt you if there's no fun involved
Everyone talkin', looking at me like I am so vulnerable
They think I'm so vulnerable
I know I'm so vulnerable
They know I'm so vulnerable
I know I'm so vulnerable