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say!
03:38
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Talkin' so much, I can hear through all your lies
Talkin' mad shit, I can see through your disguise
Talkin' too much, actin' like I'm pickin' sides
I can't really fuck with your type (nah)
I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh
What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh (whoa)
I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh
What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh (sayin', no)
I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh
What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh (say, oh)
I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh
What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh (say, oh, ayy)
Call me Frank, I'm in a white ferrari (Ferrari)
I won't listen no more, bitch, cause you're not sorry (no)
I think I might have to catch myself a body (body)
But it's me to catch, I drift off in the car seat (car)
Then I wake up, mind is on the paper
I don't have none, so I'm busy, see you later
'Cause I spent it on your ass, oh, what a waste, huh?
I'm so fucking stupid but I still don't hate ya
I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh
What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh (whoa)
I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh
What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh (sayin', no)
I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh
What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh (say, oh)
I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh
What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh (say, oh, ayy)
CVTE bitches up in the front
Tryna forget about you but you're such a fuckin' cunt
I shouldn't say that but you know that shit is fuckin' true
My mouth's so bad but you know that I got it all from you
And they all say, I need to move on, I need to be strong
But that shit's hard when you fucked me so wrong
You got me thinkin' stupid shit, I bet you're so proud
Wait 'til you're crawlin' back, like, "Look at all his damn clout!"
I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh
What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh (whoa)
I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh
What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh (sayin', oh)
I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh
What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh (say, oh)
I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh
What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh, ayy (say, oh)
All the shit you did to me, you're like a ghost, uh
I don't really fear any one but you're close, huh
All this shit you did to me, how am I sober?
Add it to the list of problems that I've got, it's so long
So I'm like "So long, I don't need you, no"
I don't really care about the shit you know
You did it once so what's another? You can go
But now I'm stronger, fuck you, I'll do this alone
I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh
What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh (whoa)
I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh
What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh (sayin', oh)
I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh
What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh (say, oh)
I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh
What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh, ayy (say, oh)
Talkin' so much, I can hear through all your lies
Talkin' mad shit, I can see through your disguise
Talkin' too much, actin' like I'm pickin' sides
I can't really fuck with your type (nah)
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2. |
cold IV
03:38
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I've been worried, yeah, lightweight
When people compliment me, I hate
I don't know why I can't deal with it
Shit has been up on my mind lately
Maybe I've been out of my element, I don't know
Maybe I'm crazy and I need to sort it out like whoa
I don't think that I have flow
All I know is I don't wanna be alone
People want to help me though
I'm just worried, I don't wanna be involved
Take it, take it, take it slow
That's what they tell me to do
"Don't worry about it, you're doing fine
Man, all of it's out your control"
Yes, but I'm a failure
I don't have goals, I'm in need of that paper, yeah
Wait, why did I spend half a grand on the music
If people ain't playing it?
I don't know, I just like doing it
Subjecting myself to abuse and shit
I ain't drank in a year and a half
Because if I had substance, I'd just be abusing it
But hey, I don't want to be like that, no
I want to say that I've changed
Yeah, I want to know that I'm great
I just want to put a smile on your face
But like they said, I need to slow down just a bit
All these facts I should face
Maybe I'm gonna keep at it
Losing my sanity day after day
Everybody say I'm underrated
I don't get it, no, but I ain't gonna go debate it
I don't wanna argue cause I never wanna face shit
I'm a little bitch so I guess I'ma go and fake it
I don't wanna play like any shows, make like any videos
I'ma go and hide my face, listen on the radio
Cause I'm a bitch, yeah, if you want the kid then
Then you should go and listen to the shit I dropped before
Taking time, I've been going off
Like a rocketship, I ain't gonna stop
I've been throwing shade at myself a lot
Need to chill with the hate, maybe I am wrong
Hey, I just need to be real
I've been venting a lot 'cause I'm scared and I'm worried
That all the attention I'm giving ain't wanted
And if that's the case, then I swear that I'm sorry
But I'm kind of new to this
I always say stupid shit
I just want to know you're safe and okay
I just wanna know that I ain't been losing it
Anxiety, quick, my sanity slips
I try to be big, outlandish and shit
I try my best to hide the depression
I can't do it, I need re-inventing
They said that my outlook, it seems better
I'm happysad, cause they both even together
Like what the damn hell am I talkin' bout?
It's swinging, my mood's going up and down
I should be happy right now
Why the fuck am I so stupid though?
My life, it could be a movie though
Maybe get Deakins to shoot it, oh
Maybe I'm kind of upset that I'm way too damn pussy
To share all my feelings, though
Ayy, I take that one back
I share my feelings too much
I'm just scared that I've been under attack
Maybe it's all my mind, maybe it's all in my head
Maybe they're wanting me dead
Maybe they want me depressed
Maybe they want me to shut the fuck up and I guess
That wouldn't be too bad
Leon, oh, he's too sad
I just want the boy to be happy
And I'm wondering where's his dad?
He ain't around, and that's good
Stupid fuck got locked up, yuh
All the shit that he's went and done
I'm just scared it runs the blood
'Cause if it did, I would [?] myself
That ain't a lie, no thoughts, I would have no doubt
'Cause if I was like him, I would need an out
Stupid cunt can rot, go and sleep in hell, yeah
'Least I can say I'm special in some way
I do not like me but I know that I'm better on like all days
'Least I can say I'm special in some way
I do not like me but I know that I'm better on like all days
I'm just a problem
I'm just a problem, I just need solving, yeah
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stupid, tired, useless
04:16
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Seen your bitch ass, what the fuck you doing?
I'm so tired, your dumb ass is looking stupid
I'm no bad man, I just don't like losing
I'm so sick and tired of always feeling useless
Seen your bitch ass, what the fuck you doing?
I'm so tired, your dumb ass is looking stupid
I'm no bad man, I just don't like losing
I'm so sick and tired of always feeling useless (yeah)
My stans? Don't have none, nothing to say about me
You buying plays and say you're on the come-up, you ain't 'bout it
My mental has been dipping, sure, but 'least I have the talent
To kill when I'm presented with a beat; orderly fashion
My style? No, nobody's 'gon try and rip it
"Oh, he's such a sellout, I though he was only singing?"
They don't want me rapping, ight, that ain't with the vision
They just want me singing, yeah, now they fuckin' with it
Give me fans, give me racks, give me that, that
Make a hit, tag your friends, make 'em dance, dance
They don't like when that shit makes 'em sad, sad
They just wanna have some fun, let 'em have that
Let 'em do it, let 'em do it, they just wanna sing
Get 'em through it, get 'em through it, you're so happy, king
Wait, but what if I just want to die?
Is that cool? Is that safe? Is that just right?
Seen your bitch ass, what the fuck you doing?
I'm so tired, your dumb ass is looking stupid
I'm no bad man, I just don't like losing
I'm so sick and tired of always feeling useless
Seen your bitch ass, what the fuck you doing?
I'm so tired, your dumb ass is looking stupid
I'm no bad man, I just don't like losing
I'm so sick and tired of always feeling useless (yeah)
"Whoa, chill a bit, Leon's such a fucking dick
Had his heart broken, now he's treating us like shit"
I gave you thirteen songs and you said they're all hits
You don't want more? Just learn to deal with it
Call me Zach Fox, bitch, I got depression
No point steppin' to me, tryna make it better, it won't happen
I'm too busy fucking up my life, I'll never learn my lesson
One minute, I'm so happy, couple seconds later, stressin'
And I'm begging you, please, don't get involved
Like the song on my album, the message ain't gettin' old
'Cause I'm a broken individual, ain't made of gold
And sure, my feeling's are pure, but my heart's feeling cold
And I'm kind of insane, my mind's all over the place
I don't think I'll ever settle on no goals to obtain
Because my life is a mess and I don't think that'll change
I just really never want to disappoint you, hey
Seen your bitch ass, what the fuck you doing?
I'm so tired, your dumb ass is looking stupid
I'm no bad man, I just don't like losing
I'm so sick and tired of always feeling useless
Seen your bitch ass, what the fuck you doing?
I'm so tired, your dumb ass is looking stupid
I'm no bad man, I just don't like losing
I'm so sick and tired of always feeling useless (yeah)
If I'm being honest
I don't think I'll ever be a trending topic
Really, I don't want it
I'm content with getting 50 plays, I'm on it
I'm a dumb motherfucker, you can call me failure
Ugly son-of-a-bitch, should get my paper up
Might end up a ditch, I don't need saving, no
Swear I'll never be rich, I'll just be waiting, oh
See my confidence is dipping bit-by-bit
I was bragging at the start, wanted to kill shit
Now I'm crying on the inside, bitch, I
Might just hide it, I'm a real, strong, king here
Now I'm wondering "?em evol yllaer ehs seod"
I'm scared that the answer ain't the one that I've been wanting
Hey, I can hide my sadness, yeah, you got it!
Leon Vegas, he's the one, you can never stop him
Seen your bitch ass, what the fuck you doing?
I'm so tired, your dumb ass is looking stupid
I'm no bad man, I just don't like losing
I'm so sick and tired of always feeling useless
Seen your bitch ass, what the fuck you doing?
I'm so tired, your dumb ass is looking stupid
I'm no bad man, I just don't like losing
I'm so sick and tired of always feeling useless (yeah)
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fuck!
02:35
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Oh, hi, there! Really nice to meet you!
I'm Leon, can I tell you all my issues?
Find it hard to trust somebody when I've been through
All the stuff that I've been hiding, I just wish to
Share my feelings to you, rather than the page
Body slam this beat like my name's Paige
Fetishize my sadness like these rappers, ayy
Call me sleep paralysis, you're stuck inside my brain
Okay! They just wanna talk to me!
I'm praying they don't try and start a war with me!
The battles in my head are far too much for me!
I'm done with all the side A, now it's side B
I don't really like the fucking sight of me
Reason I don't post that many pics, you see
I say I'm a CVTEBOY, my man's ugly
On the outside, inside, what you please
Sure, I think I should probably have warned you
I ain't stable, I don't wanna ignore you
Dealing with my problems, I don't ever wanna force you
To stick with all my shit, yeah, I just swear that you're so important
But they asking for the bangers, that's cool
They just want me screaming out like "fuck you!"
I was dealing with the pain, "poor you!"
Do you want another go? I could tour you
Inside all of the flames, not cold
I'm on fire, they don't know
Trapped in my persona, oh
They won't like it when I go
Fuck!
Is that what you really wanted?
All of the screaming, I can barely fuction
I just cry at like every lunch, yeah
I just want to go to sleep like "one, two"
I don't wanna be awake until like 1, 2
I'm so fucked!
Yeah, you knew it, yeah, you knew it
I'm too, gone in the brain
Don't want the bullet, I want the chain
All of my fingernails going to waste
Pull out my hair 'cause I'm going insane
Teardrops are falling down like it's some rain
Bodyslam feelings like my name is Paige
Fight with my family every day
Yeah, yeah (yeah)
Questioning if I deserve any love
'Cause my past keeps on haunting me, tryna keep up
I don't want to unload all this pain that I've got
But I need me a way, maybe screaming's the one
Singing's the one and the lyrics will help me
Get all my feelings out, might run a lap, sheesh
When I tell you, I ask that you don't laugh, please
I ain't acting, murder you like Barry
Inside all the flames, not cold
I'm so fire and they don't know
Trapped in my persona and I go like, oh
They won't like it when I go like
They won't like it when I go like "Fuck"
They won't like it when I go like "Fuck"
They won't like it, no
They won't like it, no
They won't like it when I go like
Fuck!
Is that what you really wanted?
All the screaming, I barely can fuction
I just cry at every lunch, yuh
I just want to go to sleep like "one, two"
I don't wanna be awake until like 1, 2
I'm so fucked!
Yeah, you knew it, yeah, you knew it, me too!
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