forever?

by Leon Vegas

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1.
say! 03:38
Talkin' so much, I can hear through all your lies Talkin' mad shit, I can see through your disguise Talkin' too much, actin' like I'm pickin' sides I can't really fuck with your type (nah) I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh (whoa) I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh (sayin', no) I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh (say, oh) I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh (say, oh, ayy) Call me Frank, I'm in a white ferrari (Ferrari) I won't listen no more, bitch, cause you're not sorry (no) I think I might have to catch myself a body (body) But it's me to catch, I drift off in the car seat (car) Then I wake up, mind is on the paper I don't have none, so I'm busy, see you later 'Cause I spent it on your ass, oh, what a waste, huh? I'm so fucking stupid but I still don't hate ya I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh (whoa) I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh (sayin', no) I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh (say, oh) I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh (say, oh, ayy) CVTE bitches up in the front Tryna forget about you but you're such a fuckin' cunt I shouldn't say that but you know that shit is fuckin' true My mouth's so bad but you know that I got it all from you And they all say, I need to move on, I need to be strong But that shit's hard when you fucked me so wrong You got me thinkin' stupid shit, I bet you're so proud Wait 'til you're crawlin' back, like, "Look at all his damn clout!" I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh (whoa) I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh (sayin', oh) I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh (say, oh) I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh, ayy (say, oh) All the shit you did to me, you're like a ghost, uh I don't really fear any one but you're close, huh All this shit you did to me, how am I sober? Add it to the list of problems that I've got, it's so long So I'm like "So long, I don't need you, no" I don't really care about the shit you know You did it once so what's another? You can go But now I'm stronger, fuck you, I'll do this alone I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh (whoa) I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh (sayin', oh) I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh (say, oh) I don't fuck with what you're sayin', oh What you're sayin', oh, what you're sayin', oh, ayy (say, oh) Talkin' so much, I can hear through all your lies Talkin' mad shit, I can see through your disguise Talkin' too much, actin' like I'm pickin' sides I can't really fuck with your type (nah)
2.
cold IV 03:38
I've been worried, yeah, lightweight When people compliment me, I hate I don't know why I can't deal with it Shit has been up on my mind lately Maybe I've been out of my element, I don't know Maybe I'm crazy and I need to sort it out like whoa I don't think that I have flow All I know is I don't wanna be alone People want to help me though I'm just worried, I don't wanna be involved Take it, take it, take it slow That's what they tell me to do "Don't worry about it, you're doing fine Man, all of it's out your control" Yes, but I'm a failure I don't have goals, I'm in need of that paper, yeah Wait, why did I spend half a grand on the music If people ain't playing it? I don't know, I just like doing it Subjecting myself to abuse and shit I ain't drank in a year and a half Because if I had substance, I'd just be abusing it But hey, I don't want to be like that, no I want to say that I've changed Yeah, I want to know that I'm great I just want to put a smile on your face But like they said, I need to slow down just a bit All these facts I should face Maybe I'm gonna keep at it Losing my sanity day after day Everybody say I'm underrated I don't get it, no, but I ain't gonna go debate it I don't wanna argue cause I never wanna face shit I'm a little bitch so I guess I'ma go and fake it I don't wanna play like any shows, make like any videos I'ma go and hide my face, listen on the radio Cause I'm a bitch, yeah, if you want the kid then Then you should go and listen to the shit I dropped before Taking time, I've been going off Like a rocketship, I ain't gonna stop I've been throwing shade at myself a lot Need to chill with the hate, maybe I am wrong Hey, I just need to be real I've been venting a lot 'cause I'm scared and I'm worried That all the attention I'm giving ain't wanted And if that's the case, then I swear that I'm sorry But I'm kind of new to this I always say stupid shit I just want to know you're safe and okay I just wanna know that I ain't been losing it Anxiety, quick, my sanity slips I try to be big, outlandish and shit I try my best to hide the depression I can't do it, I need re-inventing They said that my outlook, it seems better I'm happysad, cause they both even together Like what the damn hell am I talkin' bout? It's swinging, my mood's going up and down I should be happy right now Why the fuck am I so stupid though? My life, it could be a movie though Maybe get Deakins to shoot it, oh Maybe I'm kind of upset that I'm way too damn pussy To share all my feelings, though Ayy, I take that one back I share my feelings too much I'm just scared that I've been under attack Maybe it's all my mind, maybe it's all in my head Maybe they're wanting me dead Maybe they want me depressed Maybe they want me to shut the fuck up and I guess That wouldn't be too bad Leon, oh, he's too sad I just want the boy to be happy And I'm wondering where's his dad? He ain't around, and that's good Stupid fuck got locked up, yuh All the shit that he's went and done I'm just scared it runs the blood 'Cause if it did, I would [?] myself That ain't a lie, no thoughts, I would have no doubt 'Cause if I was like him, I would need an out Stupid cunt can rot, go and sleep in hell, yeah 'Least I can say I'm special in some way I do not like me but I know that I'm better on like all days 'Least I can say I'm special in some way I do not like me but I know that I'm better on like all days I'm just a problem I'm just a problem, I just need solving, yeah
3.
Seen your bitch ass, what the fuck you doing? I'm so tired, your dumb ass is looking stupid I'm no bad man, I just don't like losing I'm so sick and tired of always feeling useless Seen your bitch ass, what the fuck you doing? I'm so tired, your dumb ass is looking stupid I'm no bad man, I just don't like losing I'm so sick and tired of always feeling useless (yeah) My stans? Don't have none, nothing to say about me You buying plays and say you're on the come-up, you ain't 'bout it My mental has been dipping, sure, but 'least I have the talent To kill when I'm presented with a beat; orderly fashion My style? No, nobody's 'gon try and rip it "Oh, he's such a sellout, I though he was only singing?" They don't want me rapping, ight, that ain't with the vision They just want me singing, yeah, now they fuckin' with it Give me fans, give me racks, give me that, that Make a hit, tag your friends, make 'em dance, dance They don't like when that shit makes 'em sad, sad They just wanna have some fun, let 'em have that Let 'em do it, let 'em do it, they just wanna sing Get 'em through it, get 'em through it, you're so happy, king Wait, but what if I just want to die? Is that cool? Is that safe? Is that just right? Seen your bitch ass, what the fuck you doing? I'm so tired, your dumb ass is looking stupid I'm no bad man, I just don't like losing I'm so sick and tired of always feeling useless Seen your bitch ass, what the fuck you doing? I'm so tired, your dumb ass is looking stupid I'm no bad man, I just don't like losing I'm so sick and tired of always feeling useless (yeah) "Whoa, chill a bit, Leon's such a fucking dick Had his heart broken, now he's treating us like shit" I gave you thirteen songs and you said they're all hits You don't want more? Just learn to deal with it Call me Zach Fox, bitch, I got depression No point steppin' to me, tryna make it better, it won't happen I'm too busy fucking up my life, I'll never learn my lesson One minute, I'm so happy, couple seconds later, stressin' And I'm begging you, please, don't get involved Like the song on my album, the message ain't gettin' old 'Cause I'm a broken individual, ain't made of gold And sure, my feeling's are pure, but my heart's feeling cold And I'm kind of insane, my mind's all over the place I don't think I'll ever settle on no goals to obtain Because my life is a mess and I don't think that'll change I just really never want to disappoint you, hey Seen your bitch ass, what the fuck you doing? I'm so tired, your dumb ass is looking stupid I'm no bad man, I just don't like losing I'm so sick and tired of always feeling useless Seen your bitch ass, what the fuck you doing? I'm so tired, your dumb ass is looking stupid I'm no bad man, I just don't like losing I'm so sick and tired of always feeling useless (yeah) If I'm being honest I don't think I'll ever be a trending topic Really, I don't want it I'm content with getting 50 plays, I'm on it I'm a dumb motherfucker, you can call me failure Ugly son-of-a-bitch, should get my paper up Might end up a ditch, I don't need saving, no Swear I'll never be rich, I'll just be waiting, oh See my confidence is dipping bit-by-bit I was bragging at the start, wanted to kill shit Now I'm crying on the inside, bitch, I Might just hide it, I'm a real, strong, king here Now I'm wondering "?em evol yllaer ehs seod" I'm scared that the answer ain't the one that I've been wanting Hey, I can hide my sadness, yeah, you got it! Leon Vegas, he's the one, you can never stop him Seen your bitch ass, what the fuck you doing? I'm so tired, your dumb ass is looking stupid I'm no bad man, I just don't like losing I'm so sick and tired of always feeling useless Seen your bitch ass, what the fuck you doing? I'm so tired, your dumb ass is looking stupid I'm no bad man, I just don't like losing I'm so sick and tired of always feeling useless (yeah)
4.
fuck! 02:35
Oh, hi, there! Really nice to meet you! I'm Leon, can I tell you all my issues? Find it hard to trust somebody when I've been through All the stuff that I've been hiding, I just wish to Share my feelings to you, rather than the page Body slam this beat like my name's Paige Fetishize my sadness like these rappers, ayy Call me sleep paralysis, you're stuck inside my brain Okay! They just wanna talk to me! I'm praying they don't try and start a war with me! The battles in my head are far too much for me! I'm done with all the side A, now it's side B I don't really like the fucking sight of me Reason I don't post that many pics, you see I say I'm a CVTEBOY, my man's ugly On the outside, inside, what you please Sure, I think I should probably have warned you I ain't stable, I don't wanna ignore you Dealing with my problems, I don't ever wanna force you To stick with all my shit, yeah, I just swear that you're so important But they asking for the bangers, that's cool They just want me screaming out like "fuck you!" I was dealing with the pain, "poor you!" Do you want another go? I could tour you Inside all of the flames, not cold I'm on fire, they don't know Trapped in my persona, oh They won't like it when I go Fuck! Is that what you really wanted? All of the screaming, I can barely fuction I just cry at like every lunch, yeah I just want to go to sleep like "one, two" I don't wanna be awake until like 1, 2 I'm so fucked! Yeah, you knew it, yeah, you knew it I'm too, gone in the brain Don't want the bullet, I want the chain All of my fingernails going to waste Pull out my hair 'cause I'm going insane Teardrops are falling down like it's some rain Bodyslam feelings like my name is Paige Fight with my family every day Yeah, yeah (yeah) Questioning if I deserve any love 'Cause my past keeps on haunting me, tryna keep up I don't want to unload all this pain that I've got But I need me a way, maybe screaming's the one Singing's the one and the lyrics will help me Get all my feelings out, might run a lap, sheesh When I tell you, I ask that you don't laugh, please I ain't acting, murder you like Barry Inside all the flames, not cold I'm so fire and they don't know Trapped in my persona and I go like, oh They won't like it when I go like They won't like it when I go like "Fuck" They won't like it when I go like "Fuck" They won't like it, no They won't like it, no They won't like it when I go like Fuck! Is that what you really wanted? All the screaming, I barely can fuction I just cry at every lunch, yuh I just want to go to sleep like "one, two" I don't wanna be awake until like 1, 2 I'm so fucked! Yeah, you knew it, yeah, you knew it, me too!

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released August 27, 2019

Cover artwork by Bradley Layne

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